I’m grateful too. Those thoughts can be so overwhelming at times that it appears that I have tunnel vision, but I am grateful to have a decent toolbox at (almost) 15 months sober to rationally know that I have to use something even when it feels terrifying to do so!
This is so relatable!!! I am glad that you didn't pick up a drink or a joint. Sobriety is tough but the opposite is harder!
I’m grateful too. Those thoughts can be so overwhelming at times that it appears that I have tunnel vision, but I am grateful to have a decent toolbox at (almost) 15 months sober to rationally know that I have to use something even when it feels terrifying to do so!